Happiness in Death

I will be happy if she dies,
I wish I could kill her with my own hands,
I will thank god if she dies.

I will be happy if she dies,
not because I hate her but because I love her.
I love her so much that I can't see her suffer the curse of this life.
I will be happy to see her die than to see her cry.

Death is sad indeed I don't deny,
to see the body without its real owner,without it's soul.
Her soul,a very beautiful soul,
her face,her always smiling face,
her eyes,she had glitters in her eyes,
the sight of a known would maker them shine,
her hands that held me tight,
that taught me things,
her mouth that always had the most wise advice to shout,
her heart,her pure heart.

Yes I agree death is sad,
I will cry at the sight of her death but I will be happy.

Happy because she has now found her peace,
a place in heaven am sure,
because I know that's the only place where angels reside.

I wish I had strength to kill her as now she has no strength to live,
I wish I had strength to kill her cause that will be a gift.

Death is sad they say,
yes it is sad indeed to see a body without it's soul,
but whats the point of that life,if she has already lost her soul.

She lost her soul when he THE ALMIGHTY,took away all that made her the person she was.
She died that day for us when he THE ALMIGHTY took her soul but not her life.
And now its just her body and our efforts to bring back or maintain those few traces  of her soul that he was KIND enough to leave for us as a taunt.

For now,death doesn't seem sad in her case.

It will be a sunset for us but a sunrise for her.
I know as on earth she was our guiding light,
in heaven she will be our guardian angel.

I will be happy of she dies,
not because I hate her but because I love her so.